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Friends only, loserfaces! [May. 13th, 2005|11:31 pm]
steph
[music |the district sleeps alone - postal service]

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Might make a better one later because this got screwed up, but for now...

Entries are still open for right now but I'll be going back and changing fun stuff like that.


Edit: I lied. I'm way too lazy. Here - add me and then you can read and stuff. Yeah. Bye, yourxbitterxend.
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everything looks perfect from far away [May. 9th, 2005|09:04 pm]
steph
[mood |bitchybitchy]
[music |such great heights - postal service]

ps: <--p=pre in this case. This line has NOTHING to do with this entry. It's quite the opposite, actually.

I'm NOT doing Rocky Horror Picture Show. I can't see anything to that... It's a good movie, but as a guard show? No. I don't care if we don't do Michael Jackson, I don't care if we don't do Newsies - I'll do ANYTHING but Rocky Horror. And if it's Rocky Horror... I'll be on floor crew or something. Not really, but please, Ash - just... don't do that.

I don't know if I want to do outdoor anymore. I'm in such a bad mood tonight and then the rifle, or better yet, me. What the hell am I supposed to do with this?! She doesn't even know I took it! I think I'm just going to pretend it never happened; it's not like anyone touches those things or can do anything that would potentially hurt it. Ugh, I just know that I won't get ANY respect from the other outdoor girls besides Amanda. I get to hear Rae every freaking day going, "indoor sucks, outdoor's better" - I'm sorry, but did you see our show? Did you see yours last year?! And I don't even want to be accepted into that little group. I don't get along with any of them other than the ones that did indoor this year, and the whole time I'm just going to be comparing it to indoor. I've seen Mrs Peters in "action" and I know that she won't like me for the sole reason that I'm on indoor. I'm not looking forward to outdoor season at all and I just want it to be next January guard-wise. But I do want to spin somewhere other than my backyard [and... Europe XD] this summer, so I'll just suck it up, I guess.

Ugh, why did I want to do this in the first place?

I feel like a Nazi. That's all I could think of in Holloway's class, "Oh, you mean the way that we're better than outdoor." It's not that we're better, it's just that I like us more. I'm such a bitch.
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but i know that i'll be in your dreams tonight... [May. 8th, 2005|08:32 pm]
steph
[mood |lazylazy]
[music |i'm already there - lonestar]

First weekend without guard ... It was interesting.

On Friday night, we heisted Vicky from work, and that was fun. Then we got lost, and that was fun, too XD Then people came over and watched National Treasure, and that was fun also. Lauren's party was a blast and we taught the freshman-clan+Lauren the Beat It dance and it was awesome, haha. I don't know, maybe it's just because it's Sunday and I hate/love the laziness of Sundays... but I sat here and it felt like I didn't do anything all weekend.

We have practice on Thursday for bump-up day - we get to perform for all of the eighth graders who will all sit awkwardly and be like 'err... can I go smoke my pot now?' I'm incredibly excited for practice, haha, me and Jess were so counting down all last week. 4 days! That night is also supposed to be the night that they're picking the song/s for next year, and Ashley needs to remember that Jess and I need rides home ;-D

I need to figure out when we're gunna have the guard faux-bbq. It was going to be Friday... and I kinda told a lot of people. But then CJ said that he couldn't come - and it was basically his idea. Not technically, but he was a big part of it and needs to be included. We can't hand out HIS awards or his present for his wife without him. So I think it's going to be Saturday. I don't care who can't come, lol, as long as all work schedules coincide and CJ can be there to hand stuff out. But anyway, now that the faux-bbq isn't on Friday, we can do the MHOT stuff, Jess. Aren't you pumped? haha

Speaking of MHOT - without guard, we can't stalk you, Ashley. Therefore we don't know your schedule, therefore we can't plan MHOT around you, lol.

At any rate, I'm tired, even though I've been sleeping practically all day. Adios.
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time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go... [May. 4th, 2005|08:20 pm]
steph
[mood |quixoticquixotic]
[music |good riddance - green day]

I just wrote a whole entry / copy and pasted me and Lauren's conversation. We were talking about ideas for next year, and we came up with a really really cute idea that's amazing, but I went to post it and decided that I didn't like it as a show anymore. I changed my mind. I kind of just realized that next year will be Vicky, Lisa and Kourtney's last year. Ah... that's insane - I keep saying "next year, next year" but ah, I don't want it to come! What am I going to do the year after?! So... let's do Michael Jackson XD

Seriously, though. I just realized that there's no other year - Lisa's been wanting to do this forever and this is her last chance. Even if we don't do Thriller, Billie Jean, or Beat It - something Michael Jackson. (as in... Man In the Mirror! lol) It's all awesome music, and we could make it amazing - think about it.

Besides, our idea would be much better for other things ;-D Operation SVO - holllllllerrrr
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2005|09:11 pm]
steph
[mood |pissed offpissed off]

I love MHOT XD

I love making up faux-routines with Gill because we rock.

I love Mustafa, but I still go to see Ash ;-D

I love Aimee Dimichele, even though she hates me.

I hate making up work that I missed.

I hate when pervert math teachers don't give me the right work that I'm missing and make me get a maximum of an 84 on a test and then DON'T freaking care!

I hate drug assemblies.

I hate people that do drugs or hang out with people that do drugs and then complain or look for sympathy. I'm sorry that you know someone that died but what the hell were they doing DRIVING DRUNK?!?! Maybe it's just me, but that's not a very good canidate to be a good friend. I've never drank, I've never driven... I don't hang out with people that drink, and I only drive with people that I heart mucho, lol, I think I'm good.

I'm off to go finish homework.

I. Hate. Mr. McCarthy. He could've TOLD ME what I was going to be missing instead of just forgetting a whole section that I never looked at before. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
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take my hand, we're off to never-never land... [May. 2nd, 2005|05:33 pm]
steph
[mood |sicksick]
[music |enter sandman - metallica]

This is what I'm doing instead of finishing my journals that were due TODAY. I say this in all seriousness - thanks for getting me sick ;-D

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So that was Wildwood, haha <33 That's so much longer than anyone else could even think of writing... so thanks again for getting me sick so I had time to ;-D

Tomorrow will be the commencement / triumphant return of Operation Maximum Hangout time, so get excited, ladies ;-D

I want to do Backstreet Boys next year, haha, it'd be sooo much fun. I'm so burning a CD and bringing it to Ashley's tomorrow. It'd be amazing. Or Newsies. And a rock show would be awesome - Kourtney's got a good idea, Ash - Metallica would be amazing. Enter Sandman or Fade to Black. Yessss. Do it, you won't. [especially the won't part, lol]

Okay, I'm going to go. I have tons of work to do still from the weekend plus any makeup for tonight. Like a lot of math. And a quiz and two tests for LA, and no class tomorrow(?) Umm I'm definitely going to die.

Last night I saw Arsenic and Old Lace it was very good, congratulations to all of those involved!

Today I made two new icons out of pictures and they're amazing, lol. I'm going to have these two and the Box Squad one - sorry soco and relient k, lol.

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The pictures involved are one of all of us, our first place thing from blackwatch, second at chapters, and a screenshot of the list going up for semifinals, haha
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Pictures involved: us in Wildwood, Musafa, Peachfuzz, and us before prom ;-D

This is officially my longest entry EVER - yay for me. Adios <3
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|10:43 pm]
steph
Wicked makes me feel like I can do anything.

I love this quote:
"What if she should just keep on, urging the broom higher, yanking it up? Would it splinter as it beat itself agaisnt the heavens?"
I love Elphaba - I wish I was as cool as her. She disappeared for however many years, lived on her own, with no guilt from her family and no bullshit from her sister - and still ended up fucking the guy she liked, still ended up with talking, flying monkeys, and still ended up with some random fat kid that followed her around. These are my goals in life, I hope you know XD Except I'd kinda like to keep my friends instead of just seeing Boq [...] randomly - she like never sees Glinda again and that blows... yerp.

And of course, Defying Gravity is my theme song in life. Ah, the tension that builds is amazing and I love it.

Thank god I never listened to the soundtrack last year - as in, I'm Not That Girl - it makes me depressed and I got the boy! It's over and I still hate it =/

For Good was perfect for the ride home - I love you guys <3

WILDWOOD in T-36 hours!!!!!! haha I'm possibly the coolest person ever to have figured that out... because it's really hard and all. I'm sooo excited, we're gunna have a blast!

Operation Maximum Hangout Time [I just made it an operation XD] will occur tomorrow and I'm excited since I was busy on Monday doing that project... bah. Then two hours of bliss - but it's only really an hour and a half... actually, it's more like four hours because all of our hangout time is bliss for Ashley ;-D haha I <3 you guys.

In other operation news, Operation Pepsi Can is well under way and let's just say... well, I won't say anything. I <3 you guys, too.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|10:56 pm]
steph
[mood |determineddetermined]

I want to be mad at the judges, and I guess I am a little bit ... but I just can't be mad, period.

We've had such an amazing season (thanks to "the coach" and "the other coach" haha I <3 you guys) and I'm so so so excited for Wildwood [FOUR DAYS!] We have SUCH a kickass room, haha - and there's that whole thing that we have the potential to make it to finals for the first time ever, too... you know. PS, we're in freaking fourth place right now. =D I love you all for being so awesome <3

We can pull this off and shut them up, and I think we will. Black horse, my ass. We don't need a mother-effing floor to prove ourselves.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|08:18 pm]
steph
CJ!!!!!! I hope you read this, lol.

I DELETED THE TEXT MESSAGE! I went to look at it and add more and I rewrote it with that supershadything at that supershadyplace!

What were some of the things we're making fun of people with? lol

Black horses, piratarian, sleeping, just tossing around, springs+fields, time - - - what else?
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look at the stars, look how they shine for you ... <3 [Apr. 20th, 2005|08:46 pm]
steph
[music |yellow - coldplay]

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Guard was awesome last night. And [odd enough] I'm not being sarcastic. I actually figured out and fixed stuff that I didn't even know were there, haha, so that's always good. I really really really really hope we do well this weekend. I know that we'll do okay, but let's push this. We're soo close - just do it. Lotsa shady things going on and that's how we like it ;-) Tommy needs to get on to do definitions, and I should start some homework and watch American Idol + Jack & Bobby... laterrrr...

PS: WHERE THE HELL WAS AIMEE TODAY? I missed you darling <3
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